hard day & Day 8: A thank you letter to someone who has changed your life.

I'm a pretty straight forward down to earth girl. I don't like beating around the bush. I'll say it like it is. I really don't care what people think about me. I can be a "suck it up and deal with it" kind of girl but I have lots of compassion too. God is teaching me when to use my blunt side and my compassion side ;] I want to be honest about my life on here. So much of this world is fake and artificial and it tells us to pretend to be something we are not. and you're nothing if you do that. I want to be me. I am loved by Christ and He loves me for me and I can be completely myself in Him. I am loved by many and so are you :)  
So today was a hard day for me. I don't know why. It started out well, I studied Biology with 2 friends this morning. But then when we got home I just felt so frustrated and irriated just at life. I was so tired even though I had been going to bed at reasonable times. I was in my room the whole afternoon and I got just a little school work done. I had so much trouble focusing and I even took a rest and that helped a bit. But even after that I only got like 1/8 of my work done :( this evening I just stopped and helped around the house, dinner etc. Tonight has been nice and quiet though. I chatted with a best friend, drank some hot chocolate and found some lovely pictures. I still don't know why I'm feeling like this... I just feel blah about life in my soul. My friend reminded me that I need to give it up to God and let this day go into His hands. HE loves me and He gives me strength to get through the days. HE is the creator of the earth and giver of life. HE is the one I need to run to everyday. but its hard. Praying that I would be feeling better tomorrow and that I'll actually be able to get some school done! 
here's some pictures I found on weheartit.com {I don't totally support this site because of some questionable content but there are some really really neat pictures. so please use your own common sense when you search the site :) } 

this is what I feel like about school!

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beautiful

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surrendering myself

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words of truth

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consume from the inside out

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on to day 7- A thank you letter to someone who has changed your life

I'm gonna be a copy cat and do what Bleah and Lily did. Write a thank you letter to YOU!  Why?? because I'm exhausted and don't want to think of another person and I love you girls! ;)  you derserve a letter! heehee ;D


Dear Followers,

You all are such a blessing. Each and everyone of you. When I first started this blog I would of never thought that I would meet such beautiful sisters in Christ. Even though I haven't met you face to face, I think of you as dear friends. Your following and comments make my life much brighter! Thank you for finding my rambles interesting and enjoyable to read :) Thank you for caring and praying, its means so much to me. 


thank you a million times! :]

I'm off to bed :) hope you had a great day! thanks for reading♥

much love,

Samarah