im still alive...[i think]

[i'm doing a little venting and ranting in this post just so ya know. but i'm being honest. it will explain why i haven't been blogging]

the past few weeks have been exhausting, stressful and so busy. i'm burnt out. mentally i feel like i can't handle another thing. we're super busy with babysitting [4 kids under 5 everyday this week except friday!!], school [trying to get some done. I am getting algebra done! whoo hoo! ;] and lots of other things. I'm staying up late to get my stuff done and falling into bed and getting up early to start the day. The kids have been [my siblings and babysitting] fighting and arguing every other minute and are constantly asking questions and wanting something. They could seriously argue the bark off a tree, espesially my 5 year old brother. im dead serious.[I love 'em all but its exhausting!] I'm hoping its just a phase they're going through.  So my mom and I have been so worn out by the end of the day. and then on top of all that I've been sick[now my little sis is sick, pray she gets better soon!] with a bad sinus infection and now I'm taking anitbotics but they aren't giving me the results I want. So i've really trying to stick to being gluten free and working out every other day. i'm just so worn out, physically, mentally and emotionally. Only God's grace and strength is getting me through each day[ and lots of laughing! ;]!! needless to say I haven't had time or the mind space to blog. I have lots of [ some kinda important] posts to write but they'll have to wait. I'm not gonna say for sure when I'll get them written, no promises or hopefully's. They'll get written when they get written :] anywho, there's my life right now. now ya know why I haven't been blogging ;] I really do miss it :( I'm praying things will slow down soon but I'm not sure if they will.... I'm just rollin' and trusting God. hangin' on by a thread.

Oh yea and I've got 131 followers!! In the 1 and 1/2 weeks I haven't blogged I've gotten like 5 new followers!! thank you SO much. I'm so blessed. I seriously love and appreciate ya'll ♥♥

*Edit* - a little while after I posted this, it was back to normal! :)
One last thing, is anyone else seeing this when they go to see the new posts on their blog reads?? Its been like this for a few days...

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 But when I go to Manage blogs, all my blogs are there. its so weird. and frustrating because read a new blog post when I have a minute! :/  is it Blogger's problem?? or a setting problem??

Okay, well its late and I've gotta get to bed. busy day tomorrow. thanks for letting me vent. I've needed to let it out. :)

much love♥♥